man, am i weak or what... feel very exhausted. very weak. walking takes some extra effort... i dont want to sit, i dont want to rest... i wanna sleep.... just climb in2 bed and sleep.... the dreams are a mesh of internal desires and warnings. i fall into a stupor everynight. food is not a priority. its jz sumthng i take. for strength. for energy. the 5 senses are all meshed. dont smell sweet smell nor taste gd food. nor do i see and appreciate the beautiful sights that surround me. dont feel nethng. wow, is this some type of zombie behavior or issit a precursor to a breakdown? im nt depressed. im jz tired. im nt upset. im jz exhausted. oh well.