"I Miss You"

(I miss you...)

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare

The shadow in the background of the morgue

The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley

We can live like Jack and Sally if we want

Where you can always find me

We'll have Halloween on Christmas

And in the night we'll wish this never ends

We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you...)

(I miss you...)

Where are you

and I'm so sorry

I cannot sleep

I cannot dream tonight

I need somebody and always

This sick strange darkness

Comes creeping on so haunting every time

And as I stared I counted

Webs from all the spiders

Catching things and eating their insides

Like indecision to call you

and hear your voice of treason

Will you come home and stop this pain tonight

Stop this pain tonight

can i please dont act anymore? im tired of putting on a mask. can i just for once just show my fragility and get away with it?

its tiring to act like a hypocrite. its tiring to act happy when deep down, u arent. its tiring to act like nothing happened when something happened. its tiring not being me when all i want to do is me. why is it that i know somehow this will happen yet when it happened, it affects me? how i just wish i have that ability to just forget everything and act like nothing happened. how i wish this didnt happen at all. haiz. im tired of crying. im tired of everything.