it took a jab to decrease the pain. i still dont feel that perfect. the back feels damn strained. very tight. there are times where pain does shoot up. newae my cousin thivaa is over. seein her n my sis, i feel so old. god, where did all those days run by? where i had no worries... laughed my head off, food on the table. played arnd. ran arnd. now tons of thngs to worry abt. ways, fly trip to kl i heard. big gang headin up. hopefully we get the hotel. brother is goin to vietnam nxt wk. god, my brother is gonna become a man. dec is coming. end of yr is coming. another yr older. hell, this yr jz flew by. bt i enjoyed it. hopefully evry yr is like this...

the back's being a bitch. its jz so fucked up. n be geared for a post chokeful of vulgarities. the pain is killing me... rubbing on painkiller to it doesnt help. n unfortunately im nt some1 who reaches for the pills. an irony. oh well. its my major irritation when ppl arnd me start askin me why i dont have a bf at this age. like hello, im nt the least worried. i shld be. my clock is ticking. im gettin older. my fertile ages are goin past me faster than a bullet train. bt honestly i dont give a damn. loneliness gives me a happiness. it suits the self centered me. coz i dont have ne1's other than my feelings to consider. i suck at tt. dunno where n when to draw the line.

other than tt, sch has started. calculus always sucks bt the lecturer is gd this time arnd. fly trip in dec. whee! cant wait. need moolah. like badly. haiz.

its been ages since i posted nethng here. okie, wt has happened?

1. i have tendered my resignation @ GE.
2. Got my contract extended @ MOM
3. am now finding for a full time job
4. Had fun @ fairypoint chalet 6. Its monstrous. but terribly haunted. It has an attached beach to it. didn get the chance to head to the water coz from far, it seems extensively polluted.
5. i didnt get chosen by sia due to the scars on my leg. its okie. i liked the idea of walkin in the kebaya though. heh. shld have taken a foto. oh man. bt its okie.
6. had my fav uncle over for diwali.
7. plannin on a kl trip
8. my brother has to report for bmt on 9th jan 09, a mth before his 20th bday.
9. my sis's done wid psle n is waiting for her results
10. sch's re-openin on 17th nov
11. n the dreaded upgrading of the hse is here. n its a case of u dont miss the water till the well runs dry! coz sincerely i miss havin hot water, 2 taps wid running water. too blessed to be in sg man.
12. been havin weirdos callin n smsin me. all insane.