so im literally tearing my hair out of it roots... tml is the immuno test... the 2nd 1... n i have tons to memorize... n i mean TONS.... n evrything has to be memorized... i am still unwell.. my nose is blocked... i still have a cough... talk abt illustration....




im living my life as it comes.. its isnt me... bt im sick of being disappointed of not being able to establish my goals... im sick of knowing tt whether i have worked for is out of reach... even right now, i dont visualize myself as getting my degree... failing maths seems more like me... i dunno wt i want in my future... as long as it doesnt involve a marriage.. im fine... somehow the idea of belonging to a guy seems sickening... so yeah, hopefully the full time job gives me some aim, some direction... coz now im lost... i dunno wt i want in my future....