ola, im still up coz i cant slp... thngs are running arnd in my head... went back to brd... bumped into my tchers... gosh, mrs remedios looks so old... mrs radha is dr radha... has a son too... only upset i cldnt see ms mastura... mr rahmat recognized me once he saw me n said ure an ex student arent u... now im thnkin of brd days... i miss that carefree day.... wanting a reunion so badly... all my 4e2 peeps. .. all the sec 4e peeps... the guys.. the gals....

mum is diagnosed with breast cancer.. the 1st few days were a lil hard for me to cope... but as days are going, im getting used to the fact and well getting stronger... forcing my mum to go for the op... remove the whole breast. i noe it sucks. bt i rather have my mum with me 20 yrs dn the road then visit a grave... my brother has gt his pes downgraded. guys... im missing my brother too... at least he will talk to this insane mother of mine. i guess dad is missing him too.

grandma was sent to the hospital yest. apparently her pressure is very high. wondering how is she now. n priya is married. she invited me to her wedding reception nxt wk.. gosh, i feel old... lotsa thngs are happening in my life. n i thnk its time i start dating. bt who will wanna date me? haha... tts the shittiest part... time to go thru tt conundrum again.. before i noe it, all my frenz will be engaged or getting married... crap, i dont wanna be left alone... oh well, time will tell...

all i noe is that im facing another turning point of my life. n im kinda gearing for it. its gonna be an eye opener for my sis too. she is gonna be catapulated into the responsible world. after all, who is gonna pick up after her if my mum is unable to do so. the baby of my hse is growing up. n fast. its time newae... tired of babying her. well time will tell... how its all...

well its been 9 days since 2009 started. alot of things occured during the last mth. the brother is officially a ns man... *wipe tears* im old!!! well i have alot of thoughts... bt dont wish to type it out here. all i noe is that how i wish ppl will stop reminding me of some stuffs. very old, silly stuffs. time to put all those old stuffs that came back into a gunny sack and cast it out. soon...