Sunday, June 22, 2008

இன்று நான் தமிழில் எழுதுகிறேன். =)

well i wrote that in tamil just to see how it looks like. honestly i have not seen these alphabets albeit in my sis's hw for some time. gosh, how i hate writing in tamil. it took me 2 mins just to write out this sentence. oh well. i have 1.75 days of lecture left to hear and that stupid electure applet is pissing me off. argh. bt hey, at least i have em to refer to take dn the notes. there are several notes n tips. aint so bad. god has saved me. heh. oh well back to fiddlin with this stupid so nt user friendly applet. oh im catchin veronica mars re runs and i so badly need a job.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

im sick today. sian. well spent 4 days in jb. n seriously tt place is a bad place to go. i didnt study at all! only lepak! perhaps since that hse used to be associated with wkends n sch hols, i guess i cant study. this time arnd, i went with my uncle, my aunt, 2 of my cousins, my grandma, mum, sis, another 'cousin' and another 'aunt'.


got my grandma to cook for me herbal chicken n gotta eat my fav snack made out of fish. asked for crab bt no fresh crab.. oh nvm... nxt time... i wanna eat crab n nasi lemak. oh n gotta eat my fav vege... wah shiok... n the mango tree my grandpa planted doesnt stink like those mangoes... i hate mango n the smell of it usually revolts me as i feel nausea. bt surprisingly this didnt smell n there was alot of fresh mangoes straight frm the tree to eat and this vege tt is also straight frm the tree. cool ar? gotta sleep on the flr bt somehow i felt really very happy being there...


went shoppin at the nearby tebrau city. yes, its a 3 mins drive for my place. and went to catch a tamil movie which i kinda was awed with. i saw a american biotech lab n i got excited... holy god, they gotta bioengineer viruses and do animal testing. overall, it was like reading a michael creighton or dean koontz bk... oh i love my grandma cookin btw... n i wanna go there more. heh.

Friday, June 13, 2008

results were out for bioinfo n chem 2221.. passed both of em bt no Distinctions. sad. oh nvm... today's paper... i dunno whether i will pass coz seriously studyin isnt satisfactory. well tml headin to jb again. back monday. goin onto last module before the long break. n 22nd june is nearing. time when i will be out of the job. need to find for another job before i scream in boredom. i hate being bored. oh tts all.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

well since i was tagged by feez, i will gladly do it....


The Rules
- Post 10 random things about yourself
- Choose 5 people to tag and a reason you chose each person
- Leave them each a comment directing them to your blog so they know they are it
- You can’t tag the person who tagged you (you’ll have to make new friends)
- As a courtesy to the person who tagged you, please let them know when you have posted so they can have the sheer delight and extra work load of reading your answers)



1)
I dont have any hindu friends. Most of my friends are muslim. and i can count the number of indian friends i noe.



2)
I have tons of white hair too like feez just that mine is concentrated on the right side of my hair. some sort like rouge frm x-men. and its either coz of the fact that my brother emptied 1 whole bottle of christian dior's poison or that my maternal genes are strong in all the grandchildrens. I also have brown streaks in my hair coz of the bottle of christian dior.


3)
I hate indian food. I have no idea why. but i prefer chinese food anytime. and i hate mutton. i eat beef coz of my anemia problem though its against hinduism. i love fish n seafood over chicken.



4)
My mum know nuts about the indian culture and traditions and even the religion. Thus i know shit too. Whatever i pick up is through my cousins or my amara attai.


5)
My dad allows me to club so does my mum. bt i dont like the idea of bumping into weird guys thus i stay away. though i love dancing.



6)
I am VERY stubborn and am an egoist. I do things as i like. I dont heed my parents' advise though i tend to consider it. I am too used to an independent lifestyle where my parents dont really care much about me that i get irritated when people asks me questions like where i am and with whom over the phone or nethng. and i dont like the idea of anyone buying me things i like except for my dad.



7)
I have a huge family. My maternal side has 7 kids inclusive of my mum and 24 grandchildrens and 2 great grand childrens. My great grandmother or nenek as we call her is still alive and i have never spoke to her as she knows hokkien and i dont.I know nuts about my paternal side.
paternal side are all in a huge argument over money. I have only met 2 uncles and 4 cousins.



8)
I am very childish at home. I whine, stamp my feet, pout and sulk to get my way. My dad gives in to me usually. I go whining to my parents goin ma or pa, tell gaya or shankaran to stop.... yes! tts how spoilt i am. I was born 4 yrs after my parents gt married thus i was a very much wanted child and am always been given whatever i want. My dad always has a soft spot for me thus my mum getting jealous of me often.



9)
I have a split personality. At home, im a quiet child who spends all her time reading. outside, im this noisy and crazy girl who is talkative.



10)
Though how open minded i am, i still think i am a tad conservative. I dont like the idea of pre marital sex coz i think sex is something special reserved for some1 special and i dont like the idea of dressing where i show off alot of skin coz i contribute it to the cause of rapes. that is why i will never wear mini skirts or sleeveless too. N my parents chid me for tt coz they dont like the fact that their daughter dresses like a muslim girl.



well, i tag ne1 who wanna do it... oh n i wont be around for 2 days. headin to my hse in jb for resting. will be back wednesday. au revoir

Saturday, June 7, 2008

I was walking alng with afandi and we got this magazine given to us... n there was this foto of this datuk vinod sumthng. n afandi was like' siva, get married to him'. 'he will solve all ur money problems'.


n i just told him nopez, i dont need money. i will only marry if there is love, connection or at least friendship involved. something only girls will think. guys will think of money or some1 they know is responsible enough or some shit like that. yeah all this romance stuffs might have influenced my decisions. i dunno. bt yeah at least im realistic. i noe its a fairytale story like enchanted. heh.











well this is our conversation. it isnt tt clear so yeah i told yati, its times like this i wish i had a bf. whom i call a foc entertainment. yes, im a bitch. bt yes, my friends are impt to me... if i have friends to hang out with daily, i wont need a guy... tts how i survived all these yrs... today was the 1st time i so didnt wanna go home n i cldnt get ne1 to hang out with. thank god there was afandi! i cldnt call seyed coz i thnk he was on night shift yest. i aint so sure abt mzan too. i wish i was out now instead of home.. im so bored!

so yeah we talked.. im glad he has moved on... n i thnk i surprised him by saying i dont have the interest for all of this... yeah i dont mind making friends but im nt interested in going through the all series of getting interested, finding its one sided, getting over or rushing into stuffs. im glad with wt i have. yes, sometimes i miss having some1 to talk to all the time bt hey tts life. u win some, u lose some.

seyed, so wts the outcome? nethng yt? n ne takers on satc?. oh i might be goin to batam in july. n sashan's 1st bday party. heh. i love being bitchy. *smirks* outz!

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

HEAR WHAT OPRAH WINFREY HAD TO SAY ABOUT MEN

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.


Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends'.
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is

Don't stay because you think 'it will get better'.You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not.The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.

If something bothers you, speak up.Never let a man know everything.He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behaviour. Change comes from within.Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...Even if he has more education or in a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god.He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man.If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.You should not be the one doing all the bending... Compromise is a two way street.


You need time to heal between relationships...There is nothing cute about baggage...Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...Look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are,and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.


Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man.Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.


Dr Phil : Scared of being alone is what makes a lot of women stay in relationships that are abusive or hurtful.You should know that:You're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone and if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing.

If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one.They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices.Make the right one. Ladies take care of your own hearts....

Share this with other women and men (just so they know)...You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

Monday, June 2, 2008

we are half way through the yr... ttsfast. its june. my 2nd nephew is turning 1! holy god. 2 more mths before i officially say im 22 yrs old. im an adult! heh. i so wanna get the tattoo... n i thnk i will jz go ahead n get it. screw it. poverty will do me some gd to bring me dn to earth. nt like im in jupiter. bt perhaps its gd training to learn how to live frugally coz i decided to splurge.... 20 more days before i bid adieu to tpjc. sleepy. i ate pancakes... =) i feel like being pampered. heh.