heard that song that goes this is life? nice right? well this is certainly not life for me. haiz. okie better nt complain. there are ppl who have been thru worse. i have a mother who apparently cares about how much i eat. wth. im havin home cooked meal the past 2 days. wonder wt she wants. hmm jeez, god forgive me for thinkin this way. but after arnd 19 yrs of favored treatment (nt towards me of coz), u get kinda suspicious dont u thnk?


thermodynamics sucks. i need the textbook to make sense. damn shit. it costs $53 dollars and i aint wastin my moolah on tt jz for 1 subject unless there are further uses which i dont foresee. i am nt interested in this area of R&D. mine leans towards clinical studies. oh well. i will do it. jz like how i did it for stats. lets see, i cried buckets yesterday for which i gt called a stupid and an idiot. retrospectively, yes i am or was. im fragile. perhaps i shld gt a fragile, handle with care stamp stamped on my forehead or sumthng. yeah.

oh well. let me gt back to workin on the assignment due tml. as always, god bless me and evry1 else. n enough blessin of america. they have tons. mayb bless africa and india. africa for their drought and poverty level. india for poverty as well as third class mentality. not surprising for a third world country. (Is india third world?) oh yeah, im sorrie. i aint fond of indians. hah! yeah shoot me! im a bloody racist. racist against my own race. and im indian. oh the paradox.