i have 3 lab reports due on the 28th. and another 1 comin up tml. 2 reports and an essay. nxt 1 is an essay too. talk abt stressed. the lab is gettin to my nerves. with the complicated maths jargon and calculation thrown in. wtf does chemistry gotta do with physics n shit?equilibrium n kinetics i understand but wtf, gas n thermodynamics? heat law? wtf haiz. i just realized yest that i am takin chem 2211 alone. medicinal chem. im gonna die alone. i forgot su doesnt have exemption for microbio and apparently i can get calculus exempted too coz of the high distinction for stats. should i do it? really thnkin of gettin outta sg. goin to perth to study. for a yr. nobody i know to disturb.when i told d folks, they told me to save up the moolah. oh wt d crap. like moolah is gonna come to me due to some bequeated wealth. oh money. the curse of all humanity.


my mum told me to save up money and go and do medicine. she is nuts balls. where am i gonna get nearly 400k frm? and the time. by the time, im done with this degree, i will be 24... medicine school will take me 5 to 7 yrs. so tt means i will come out when im 31.... actually aint such a bad idea... bt money... and then the bday thngie this sat. well im sorry i aint the least bothered but my priorities is for sch work not the fact i turn 21... yeah once in a lifetime thng n yada yada yada... bt damn, the degree is a once in a lifetime thngie... why do a mediocre job when u put in some effort n get a high distinction?so what if ure deprived of a personal life? its school. not work. and anyway the deprivation is alright to me... aint got my panties in a knot to get married or hitched.


so my priorities sucks...


well u thnk i give a damn? its my life. i live it the way i like it. u got a prob with it, u can hit the road. no1 is askin you to stay. oh, and chrysanthemum white tea rocks. rocks so much.