its either im stressed or pmsin... i dunno which. i am this close to givin up on the lab reports.they make me feel like an imbecile. i know the theory part, somehow i will try to score marks. gotta work my arse off... the mess in my love life has also added onto the stress. fuckin knew this will happen. this is what u gt for bein emo. oh man. well that is now out forever. its the so called part of movin on which i know i have a hard time doin. well serves my purpose too. i aint in the mood of goin thru the motions of meetin some1, gettin 2 noe, fallin for em and gettin informed that it aint mutual. emo aint gd.


i am this close to cryin my eyes out. very very close. forcin myself nt to. cryin isnt gonna gt d reports done. isnt gonna gt the stupid calculation and graphs done. and def aint gonna change the situation i am in now. oh well, @ least im feelin guilty for treatin him like shit. i should. i was a fickle minded bitch who hurt some1 with my fickleness and words. not something im proud of or glad i did. i dunno wtf i was thnkin bt damn im sorry for doin it. oh well. lemme go back to this damned calculations. they aint gonna gt done by emselves.