haha... im regrettin my foolish game yest... well siva told me to move on.... i dont want to accept it but i dont have a choice... haha... im never gonna 4gt the foolishness of mine yest... it really wasnt ego nor playin hard to get bt more of a cheeky game of mine... i mean he kept on tellin tt he noes what i want... n yet when i told him the feelings are fadin, he can believe it.. haiz... tt 1 is called knowin wt i want issit? yes im fickle minded n indecisive when it comes to him but i will def noe when i dont love him nemore n its nt now... infact im fallin even more deeper as the time has went by... i love him more than i did in the beginning.haiz... sucks la.... sometimes i guess my games are too wrng to play... haiz...


on a sad note, my fav paternal uncle and his wife have separated and waitin for court procedures to finalise the separation... 10 yrs of marriage... a love marriage furthermore... gone coz of a stupid argument... i guess gemini and leos really do argue over stupid things with the leo startin off... haha... haiz... it was the same in siva's and my case.... and on a happier note, he has decided to come down to singapore! okie... im seriously happy when i heard tt.... coz hehe, def he will support us... keke... so cant wait.... the fact that its really over btw siva n me is a lil hard to believe bt i guess i have to accept it soon... well cant wait for my uncle to come dn... really miss him... fnt seen him since last yr... he didnt even come down for my bday... i hope my uncle comin dn will help this blow ease a lil easier... coz he is the only uncle i will tell evry single thng to. haiz... outz..