its my mum's bday. she turns 46. in 2012, my mum turns 50, i will be 26, my sis sweet 16. omg. n n, 40k for social escorts for 6 hrs durin the f1 thng... n i fit in the criteria okie.... gd fly backgrnd wid uni education... k, i have yet to get it bt im goin thru it bt 40k for 6 hrs. crap, tts like 3 yrs of workin my arse off... wtf

tchers are bein encouraged to do their degree... interestin... pri sch tchers who require a diploma now needs a degree.. n wt else other than the f1? the world is goin topsy turvy.... msia has its political unrest. japan has a new premier. china has its melamine case. india has its trade minister apologizin for the death of a mgr.obama jz said washington is gonna be bust and not wall st alone. n talks of pumpin 700 mil into the economy.sadness... storms there n here. such unrest in the world. oh well tts all for this meaningless post

all im askin for is peace... PEACE... will i ever come home to a place where there is no screamin.. about money and petty stuffs... money isnt evrythng. when ure married, there is no ure money, my money. its our money. in the end, u still get sumthng wt. wts wrng with u? haiz. when will u uds it? why issit tt a 22 yr old can uds it bt a 46 yr old cant? money isnt evrythng wt. afterall, u aint spending for a 3rd party. its for ur kids. its for ur family. haiz. its upsetting.

i guess now i noe why i dont wanna ever get married. i rather be lonely than be upset. haiz. i dunno when this neverending war ever ends. till 1 of em dies or moves out. argh...

*in search of peace n happiness*

i just wish that this was all a dream. that the next day i will wake up and it will all be alright.


nothing sucks more than being stuck in between. nothing sucks more when i know that a nightmare is starting to unfold itself right in front of my eyes and i cant stop it. nothing hurts more than knowing i cant shield my 2 siblings. nothing sucks more than the fear of your future being pulled away from you and thrown to the winds.


god, i beseech you to give me the strength n money. and please dont take away my only love. seriously, if i had to lose what i have now to something like money, please just kill me. i rather die than not being able to do what i love. and the other thing i ask, my siblings to be unaffected. i will not allow them to be affected. their life shld go on like normal. i want it to.


why must i be born as the eldest? why must i be always the worrier? it sucks havin to worry. its days like these i wish i can have a hug and a shoulder. nothing calms u better than tt 2....

woah... loong.... well grandma's 70th bday is over... lotsa thng has happened. 3 more mths to dec....honestly cant wait for the yr to end. cant wait for 2010. n i cant wait for the future to unfold. its unfolding. im growin older and gonna have my 3rd nephew or niece... i hope its niece... oh well... outta here. au revoir.

It's just a little crush (crush)
Not like I faint every time we touch
It's just some little thing (crush)
Not like everything I do depends on you

some1 shld tell guys not to be nice all the time.it shld be considered an offence. hell, are u normal?nice to every1 and everybody. god, gimme a break. its kinda passe goin thru all these emotions again.

newae august is ending soon. azmi's bday is comin. n sept is startin. and the big bash is coming. 3 more mths before my december. heh.

i havent updated for ages. well basically.... im still the same... work, sch... turnin 22 in 4 days time... god, i cant wait! i thnk im amongst the few after 21 who wanna grow older. well i wanna see how i am when im 30... am i successful and well to do? or as irresponsible n childish as i am now? so i cant wait to grow older. other than tt, im learnin how to speak tamil again. heh. tts all..

this is for boon howe. Sorry mate, couldnt get the fonts that will work...

and apologies in order if i mis-spell. i literally suck in spelling

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