woke up with a terrible headache. knew i cldnt go to work... so yeah took the day off.. n baked. heh. i love baking. the smell of dextrination. i cant remember whether its tt term. i thnk it is. mum was talkin pure nonsense. asked me how is ravin n all.. n askin me how come he doesnt contact me.. silly woman. if he is in london, how to contact? she has decided that im gonna marry ravin... dunno where the hell she plucks all the theory frm... if i can do tt, woah. nice. bt i pull out dumb theory abt sch work. heh.


told her feb 2009 im joinin uwa... confirmed. n both of them said okie. find out how much it costs n all.heh. happiness... stayed at home, disturbed my mother... then when the small pest came home, argued with her in english and tamil. yeah i realized its time i start speakin in tamil too.normal stuffs... laugh. laugh... disturb 1 another... n bake... miss the mass bakin at granma hse... those were the days. sucks i cant spend sunday evening there coz of chitty chitty bang bang... last time with usha... im gonna miss her sorely during family gatherings. miss grandpa too. n this is nice... 1stly, syamz came online, then seyed, then raja n now ammar. heh. all the poly guys. err tt be all. outz!

its such a beautiful day. err seyed, thanks for that article last night or rather this morn. it is gd. and din, thanks for spending ur bday evening talkin to me crap. haha.err u still gotta try harder to irritate me or give me a bad impression. so far, still thnk ure a nice guy. haha. today is aizuddin's bday i thnk. yeah i thnk so. hehe. nice sia. 1 din after another din.


n ravin, my best buddy ever. nxt yr makes it 9 yrs man. haha. cant wait for december. tml makes it nov kan? hehe.. a mth. end of d yr is comin soon... n nxt yr, we all turn 22. haha. n this time, we better meet up. yeap. n hisyamuddin, quit worryin will u? im perfectly fine. i have u guys man. wt else do i need? u guys are the best gift to me. n im thankful for all of u... frm su to ravin to u. and of coz la, anusha.


n my own brother. he jz cracked me up so early in the morn. idiot seriously noes how to irritate me early in the morning by puttin food infrnt of me... makin me wanna vomit and then making so much noise while eatin. idiot. bt still i love him. can say he is the best brother for a mcp la. haha. dunno wt i will do without him at times. guess evrybody has their own sisterly-brotherly bond goin... like how he will save my arse and i save his arse. n how he loves to irritate me n i will purposely irritate him. this will be only for awhile... nxt yr, his A's n im sure by december, he is enlisted. haiz. im gonna miss him badly. n oh yeah, perth. who noes, by then, i might be preparin to head to perth.n i badly wanna go dn there n study. workin n studyin is cool bt i want the uni experience... n i wanna get away frm the hse for awhile. be responsible of myself and experience freedom with no ctrl.hehe. lookin 4ward to nxt yr like eagerly. heh.

its interestin to know that i have been two timed and lead on. wow. seyed, u were right. hmm haha.. wtever la.. i hope u had your time. thanks for all the memories. and wasting my time. oh n i hope u dont two time her too. i aint angry. i aint even upset. its a waste of time crying coz of wt u did. oh well... ishak is 100% better than u... tts for sure... i shld have went after ishak. if he was an arsehole, at least he wldnt have done things to hurt me. this is just makin me move on even easier. after the anger blows. which is nt so bad. n u are right.. i deserve so much better... a guy who treasured me for wt i am and didnt expect me to change. oh well... i hope ure happy with wt u have... coz i am definitely happy that this ended the way it did. oh yeah, im sure u noe wt karma is... so gd luck with it aitez.

i hate you sivakumar. you really did lead me on didnt you. its a bloody fuckin game to u innit. yeah i was fickle bt i did not have any fucking intention of leading you on. if it felt that way, it will have been due to my ficklemindedness and indecisiveness regarding this whole whirlwind of a relationship. i knew i loved u. this is bloody payback innit.


fuck, wts the diff btw u n the others? haha. if seyed lead me on, then what u did is worse than what he did. he treated me as a friend. bt you? argh... why the hell did i bloody meet u. i seriously hate u. thank you for fucking givin me the hopes and then asking me to wait and then decidin to get attached with chitra. i hope ure happy now. when i was bloody gonna move on, u had to bloody call me and ruin it for me. no guy has ever made me cry and you have done it more than any other guy will ever or can. argh... remember the 1st time u told me u aint like the rest of the hotel guys'. reality check darling, you are! and you are a big hypocrite for nt realisin it. u have just made me realized why issit that i never wanted a relationship... coz of arseholes like you. i never wanna hear frm you or see you ever in my life.

and for that friend of his who reads my blog. i seriously hope you dont go n tell him nemore of wtf is happening in my life coz its none of his business. if u wanna carry on reading, its ur wish n prerogative. if u wanna stop, aint no loss for me. bt he doesnt have the fucking right to noe ne shit abt me. im nt gonna privatise my blog or friendster profile coz of him coz its stupid and i really dont give a fuck whether he reads this and gets hurt oso. coz i will always remember this... a guy who really played me well. haha. now i feel like a fool. evrythng was a farce. argh.

this has juz ruined evrythng for me. perfect.

its a v small world. eka n joce noes siva. n joce noes bani and siva and faris. perfecto ar. n she agrees, its so impossible to believe there is sumthng bt the signs shows there is sumthng... hmmm... hehe... this 1 is tak habis. azza noes christabel. small world again. hehe... im either too friendly or singapore is too small. hehe. n they both agree he is cute. he is cute bt too short for me. a guy arnd my height. boring!


n i had nasi lemak today. heh. happiness. went over to eka n su's place. had fun. was 'forced' into cam-whorin..didnt take much persuasion though. a lil. hehe. had fun today. n the person who wanted me to wait decided that he doesnt need me to wait so yeah. some sort of revenge? dunno n doubt so.. bt wteva la.its move on time. n now its 1205am... so dinesh kumar, happy 21st bday! n err see, i remember ur bday. oh, gt a gf soon... no guy can become wise without havin 1. heh. n tt will be all. end of october is comin. a mth more before december... i so love december...=)

Since the day I got to know you..

I started to feel as though my dreams came true

Everything became so right

Everyday was incomplete without you

How should I tell you..

that my life is incomplete without you..

that my dreams won't be true without you..

that every breath i take is inclusive of you..

that my life starts and ends with you..

How do i tell you that..

~I LOVE YOU~

err okie. i wanna eat nasi lemak. ages since i last ate it. mum hasnt made it yt. all it needs is grandma's sambal with the nasi and ikan billis... haha. all this craving. i wonder are they gonna be as bad and random as this if im lucky enough to be pregnant? hmm, pity whoever is the unlucky other half. heh.


aitez, deirdre thnks flirto is in love with me. haha... funny la.last prac. it jz rocks. reports due soon. 4 of em infact. sian.


was walking towards the bench when i realized that the bunchter flask has yt to be washed nor disconnected frm the vacuum. left hand was gloved bt right hand wasnt. holding the flask, pulled the hose out sloshin the filtrant onto the hand. after 1 sec, i shrieked in a high pitched voice that i am gonna die and ran to the sink. su and wan rou jz laughed la. okie, i was slow... bt it jz hit me i had acetone, concentrated acid and wts nt in tt flask la... so i panicked and started shriekin im gonna die. keke. it was cute of me to do tt. bt yeah i panicked... haha. okie, last lec on tues. cant wait. aitez outz