I never expect to be understood. coz i cant understand what i want myself. i change as the days goes. my habits have changed. I have changed.

Did i do a foolish thing by msgin him i wonder? bt well i dont see anything wrong in doin so... 2 yrs ago, i decided i didnt want nethng to do with him. bt now a shred of regret is perhaps a friendship could have been salvaged amidst the wreck?

it will be disastrous at that stage coz of the feelings still present. nevertheless, i still wish we can be friends. coz ultimately, i enjoyed the friendship. the relationship was never to meant to be. i guess the saying ppl come n go leaving footprints behind is damn applicable in this situation. how i wish its comes and never go. bt tt never happens. I have lost many a friendship bt the 1 i wish i never lost is his.

i never ever thought i will feel this way. but i do. and i know he doesnt feel the way. sadly, i feel that i know him kinda well. up till now. which is interesting and spooky. coz i anticipated this and yet i went ahead wid d msg. my ego seems to have abandoned me, albeit a lil too late.

oh well. random writings. from a random me. nobody expected this, nt even me.