1) i have decided not to head to australia. big decision i had to make there. but well sacrifices had to be made. and hey dreams doesnt all come true.

2) im jobless and my mother is once again being a bitch. ah crap. i dont uds what's her bloody problem. she is always prejudiced towards me.

3) i am badly in need of a job to occupy my time and cash. seriously it sucks not having a steady flow and it sucks not bein out buying things i want.

4) i am way past whining about my mother but hell its always a love-hate relationship which, as the years go by, doubt it will ever turn into a love-harmonious one. oh well seriously no loss, i have other ppl's love to make up for it.