I was walking alng with afandi and we got this magazine given to us... n there was this foto of this datuk vinod sumthng. n afandi was like' siva, get married to him'. 'he will solve all ur money problems'.


n i just told him nopez, i dont need money. i will only marry if there is love, connection or at least friendship involved. something only girls will think. guys will think of money or some1 they know is responsible enough or some shit like that. yeah all this romance stuffs might have influenced my decisions. i dunno. bt yeah at least im realistic. i noe its a fairytale story like enchanted. heh.

well this is our conversation. it isnt tt clear so yeah i told yati, its times like this i wish i had a bf. whom i call a foc entertainment. yes, im a bitch. bt yes, my friends are impt to me... if i have friends to hang out with daily, i wont need a guy... tts how i survived all these yrs... today was the 1st time i so didnt wanna go home n i cldnt get ne1 to hang out with. thank god there was afandi! i cldnt call seyed coz i thnk he was on night shift yest. i aint so sure abt mzan too. i wish i was out now instead of home.. im so bored!

so yeah we talked.. im glad he has moved on... n i thnk i surprised him by saying i dont have the interest for all of this... yeah i dont mind making friends but im nt interested in going through the all series of getting interested, finding its one sided, getting over or rushing into stuffs. im glad with wt i have. yes, sometimes i miss having some1 to talk to all the time bt hey tts life. u win some, u lose some.

seyed, so wts the outcome? nethng yt? n ne takers on satc?. oh i might be goin to batam in july. n sashan's 1st bday party. heh. i love being bitchy. *smirks* outz!