Money makes the world go around. We slog our arses off for that paper, blinded by our pursuits for it, neglecting health, relationships and even at times compromising intergrity.


Is that piece of paper seriously worth all of it i wonder. Even my parents give an higher priority to that small piece of shit compared to my well-being. Their advice? multi vitamin pills.. period.


wtever for? wts the point in enriching the body with nutrients when its the brain and the heart that is screaming for the rest? i am exhausted. completely. my threshold has been reached. Literally my body has started its own revolt.


n yet i am hanging on for the much anticipated bonus that all civil servants look forward to in july. after all, i thnk i deserve that 1 mth or so pittance. It will be made full use for my studies. in perth. Yes, im hanging on till july. Not out of a wish. but i know if i quit before that, i will have people goin after me for the rest of my life for being stupid. God give me the strength. I beg of you.