ola, im exhausted... well i have the most self centered colleague on earth who refuses to help me to prepare the chemicals.... n the plan was to cover both lvls.. n he told me i will tell the hod that u dont wanna do the j2 stuffs... wtf... i asked twice, can i gt started... n he told me to conc on the j1s... fucker ar.... n nt only that, he complained abt me saying i do my schwork during work hrs... if there is no work to do, i do my sch work ar... arsehole... n b4 he left on monday last wk, can tell me to prepare the chemicals for this wk.... wtf... can tell me when i come in ryt? so yeah... rush thru this n tt... gosh, so much chemicals to prepare... im exhausted man... n i have absolutely no time to even sit dn albeit the 1 hr for lunch... yeah i noe its nt supposed to be evryday... bt if u have tons of chemicals to prepare, yeah... seriously im starting to hate the job coz of bad colleague... n to make matters worse, for the nxt 3 wks or so, he has no practicals....

n to make matters worse,the hod act can tell raihan to tell me to prioritize work over sch work... wtf.... its nt like i end up doing my work late wt... jz tt leave thng... i still clear my work up in time for the class... nt like i never end up preparing the chemicals for the class... wtf... well im considering quitting.... n seriously la, i miss working at ritz... haha... the work was damn slack... i cld study at work n they didnt say nethng.... i mean studying at work is a lil too much.. bt the job musnt make u tt exhausted ryt? im preparing 3 to 5 liters of up to 10 chemicals weekly.. sometimes, it increases.. sometimes it decreases.... nxt wk, its up to 15 chemicals..

it will be ok if i dont have sch bt i have sch oso.... jz considering whether its worth forsaking my health and grades for this.... coz i rarely have the time to study.... unless i study on sat n sunday... n then when do i go out? when do i unwind? if this carries on this way, i thnk i mite wanna quit.... yeah my work was damn slack before.... its nt tt i cant do it... its jz tt i need some help to do it... with none available....