n after a long time, im updating. i thnk after poly days and ritz, this is the 1st time i didnt blog for 4 days. well lets see, i believe i have blown the 1st exam. i thnk. had a memory block. well cant blame me... all the mechanism were memorized... nt much practise questions... so i aint surprised. and yes, the hols mood. cant blame me ar... having too much fun... u thnk i wanna sit dn n study. bt its okie... i wont be tt affected... n perhaps im too cocky bt my heart tells me i will gt a borderline pass.... its nt like i didnt put in the effort ar... i did... jz nt seriously... n i didnt put in much focus. if i do fail, well there is a 1st for evrythng.... sooo yeah... part and parcel of life.... will be the 1st subject i have failed since poly days.

other than exams, life is great. was lookin thru my friendster profile and i realized that my family and friends play an important part in my life... u can see it... the foto, the comments.. err watched yaadein yest... wasnt spectacular nor heartwarming like k3g or kal ho naa ho... bt its sweet... wld i do tt? nah... i guess in tt area, im a lil foolish coz if i listen to my parents and family, i cld have saved myself frm stress and heartpain bt hey im an independent soul who loves her freedom and isnt willing to give it up for ne1. lesson learnt. haha... err i miss the chinese poly mates... ppy, timo,ian,terry,ym...

suddenly i feel like talking to timo. dunno why. i miss hearing his views. though they were contradicting mine most of the time, it was interesting... haha, the only guy fren whom i have spoken abt religions and child rearing and parenthood. dont ask me why... it juz came out. while we were doin our project reports or chatting online or jz hangin out in sch waiting for the next lessons. haha. oh well. enough talkin boring nonsense. outz!