i know its early to infact start a closure for 2007 but im free right now. aint so sure abt later since im heading to the countdn. 1stly, hafeez, im really very sorry... i have had 2 sec sch close frenz asking me are u my bf... haha... so im sorry... n hey all's fair in love. so they say. so if ne girl loves u alot, she will come n tell u i believe... keke... aitez... 2007... a true rollercoaster baby.

Depression loomed in the beginning of the yr. lifted by some1 who at that point of time was i felt the strongest form of love. started on the journey for my degree. somehow my childhood dream to do my degree in australia is being fulfilled. well im doing my degree here bt its frm uni of western aussie.. so somehow fulfillment and when i go over to australia either by august or jan 2009, its completely fulfilled. i have got alot closer to my family. now i know how much love there is in my family. yes we wont show it in words bt actions. bt its there. when an uncle searches for me coz i aint there in a family gathering. when my grandma comes over and asks have i eaten. when i have the best eldest brother. when my dad is slowly starting to hand over the financial responsibility. when i placed my head on my mum's lap and she stroked my head.. never had this ever in my life... n i treasure it alot.


a job that pays though i dont do much. interesting friends. education. and a great family. wt else more can i ask for?


the only major sadpoint was my lovelife... bt it taught me alot. 1st relationship, 1st time i felt that a commitment isnt tt bad. no disappointment there. he had enough. though the ending was mega hurtful coz well since i felt he knew me very well, he shld noe the best was to not hurt me and breaking my trust. haha. nvm... wt happened has happened... so thank u for giving me life's valuable lesson. appreciate it. n with this, i end this yr. saying its one of the yr i will never 4gt... my 21st yr on earth with a bang... looking forward to 2008 with much anticipation. lots to do. lots to prepare... love all of u peepz. im nt gonna make ne resolutions bt will work on wt i shld do... there are alot. outz.

aitez i jz realized i didnt update wt i did...

wednesday-learnt astrology... yes im learning it... the indian way in TAMIL. YES ITS A NIGHTMARE!

Thursday-met with anusha dearie. had dinner... walked arnd... talked.


Friday-had steamboat at work. there are pictures of me doing it. yes i look domestic. n no im nt gonna put it up newhere.


Saturday- met with magesh annae. gt a talk abt his job. earning big moolah. im joining i guess. met some nice ppl. arnd my age too. nt so bad. talked with gopi... very interesting person. then headed to the pageant. saw ebi shankara!! screamed tons... n of coz my uncle deva. he sang my fav song. bumped in2 monica, her fiance, bhavs darling n her bf n as well as a primary schmate, sharul... world is too small. saw junie and yvonne too.then headed to pasir ris at arnd 11 for appu annae's bday... he turns 30... the kids ran arnd wetting the bday boy. okie actually his bday is today. the 30th... bt they wanted to spend it this way... saw big aatha. sashan n mohven... mansha baby n sheena. its interesting ar... a 30 yrs old man playing arnd with 11 and 9 yr old kids... haha... n yes.. my oldest cousin is 30, youngest is 2. n we have nephews too. n yes we had to leave arnd 1 coz shankaran has to work today...

last event for the yr... countdn n slpover! cant wait...


n condolences to raman's family.. he is only 30... n he passed away..okie, i might have not liked him bt he doesnt deserve to die... n i respect him for knowing when to stay away as many guys dont. he did. may ur soul rest in peace. 2nd ppl i noe personally who passed away. 3rd person if u count the young guys. well tts all outz.

friday, its friday... =) today is magesh annae's bday... n he turns 29.... nearly 30... he is getting OLD! hehe. heard this o re piya song... dunno whether its in aaja nachle... i thnk it is... damn freaking nice. tml is the familia gathering... the maternal side... cant wait... cant wait... woo hoo... thinkin shld i go in the mini skirt since its the beach bt before tt am goin to the pageant. wont be nice dressing up so slack. sian... nvm.... will worry abt it later... hmm... 3 more days to ny countdn. 4 more days to 2008. cant wait, cant wait... the sucky part is the sch term starting in tpjc n calculus nitemare... i fnt touched the notes at all... bt nvm... 50... aim for 50 n gt it over n done with. outz.

ola, was clearing up the lab and fiddling arnd with the fire blanket... was trying to jig it in coz it was jammed... my thumb caught the edge of the container n i ended up cutting myself... yeah wth.... n i went fuck... haiz. i really wanna stop cussing. bt well at least now i dont cuss for normal conversations. unless im damn pissed. hmm.... sunday,monday was fun coz we were out the whole day practically... ate fish n co... since there isnt ne in msia. n i realized it my mum really cant be brought out for fine dining... she will jz end up embarrassing herself n the familia. bt at least, she has fine table etiquettes... coz she is the 1 who taught me... duh. its jz tt her questions are damn dumb... like u noe dumb blondes and their jokes... my mum aint a blonde bt yeah its kinda embarrassing. i know she stopped after her o's bt its like she is still a child with all her qs.


end of the yr is 5 days away. n the new yr is 6 days away. god bless us all... mega slpy now... outz

heya. go n catch alvin and the chipmunk. it was uber cute la. damn uber cute. watching them dance... next 2 movies i wanna catch is good luck chuck and heartbreak kid. in less than 12hrs, radha sittappa will be here! cant wait. hmm... today, hit town... went to far east... ate at ramen 10 again. then walk arnd with su n apiz. take fotos. i thnk tml will be heading to town once again. n calculus sucks la. wtf. argh. hate maths. aitez outz.

xmas is arnd the corner. new yr is arnd the corner. the week is coming to an end. a wk more for 2008... or so. woo hoo! ny countdn with the cuzzies plus slpover. appu annae bday celeb nxt sat. sorry anusha, i cant come with u.this wkend radha sitappa... yessiree.... alryt... yest raihan n i headed dn to tekka... yes... tekka... went to do my eyebrows. after which where we headed to mustaffa.... gt my 2 movies. bt cant seem to gt deepavali... sianz. the plans were random... i like random plans. unfortunately, sometimes i end up being booked.


still considering shld we go dn to the 75th show thng this sunday as radha sitappa is coming dn. n today i spent my day at mala sitti hse... had my hair colored... ate my fav ubi kuih.... last i ate it was when grandpa was alive. miss him... my best buddy. days were never boring... i want a guy who can talk... really talk.. jz like me n grandpa... me n siva.... always had something to talk abt... which is damn hard to have. n i regret nt goin to melaka la... was uber fun frm wt they said... eating, shopping... going out with segaraa maama... damn.. missed it... bt hell, nxt yr... i wanna go... nth beats going for hols with the correct ppl... like my uncles. they are explorers. nt lyk my mum. mum n dad is boring... i want sum1 to travel with... to take the nt so often treaded path... tts fun of travelling... posh is gd for pampering. bt hell i wanna soak in the essence. so perhaps shld consider becoming air stewardess... so far, 2 uncles have asked me tt... soon... conc on the degree 1st...

oh, i gt a distinction for chem 2210... *grinz*... sad it aint a high distinction... bt its a distinction... still better than a credit pass or a pass.

eli re eli, kya yah hei paheli

aisa vaisa kuch kyu hota hai saheli


its a very old song... n i heard it pretty long ago.. bt still i love it.. n i listen to it evry day. okie, 2000 isnt tt old... bt seems like eons ago... hehe... ways, dad cant wait for me to go to aussie land... i thnk in this wk alone, he has asked me twice abt it. n i cant too... my dream is perhaps juz a few mths away? or a yr? it kinda feels funny without the brother n the sister. nobody to argue with. and even the mumster... nobody's leg to pull. n i declare the in death series by j.d robb as my fav bk. perhaps i shld start collecting the bks. i want the whole series. wonder how im gonna survive in perth. for a yr... haha... i thnk im gonna be homesick.. n i def will be ar... food to eat, ldy done for me, money when im broke which thanks to god, i have never been. livin my shielded, sheltered life. taking things arnd me for granted. now tts awful rambling.

ways... 13 more days to new yr... n oh happy bday to my aunt.